Hey lately I have realised how some people on the basis of their ego can ruin life of people around them. Why the hell do they think that they are the GOD. They are always right, though on the basis of past experiences they are if not always mostly wrong. Still, their ego doesn`t falter a bit. They know they are wrong, can`t make firm decisions, forget about implementation. However, accepting it is a task for them, which they would never ever accomplish. And most importantly they can`t live with this fact and neither would they let you live. See, if you remember in my last blog I talked about stress. That's where it comes from. I cant live peacefully with all this going on, enjoying the preparation for my wedding is last thing on my mind. And you know what, the best thing is that for them it is no big deal, they are used to living like this and behave absolutely fine with other people, rather with everyone they would behave as if all is well. But I can`t perceive. I can`t pretend. What is on mind, is straight on my face as well. If I am not happy, I can`t giggle in front of other people and be straight face with one. I will be consistent with my reactions and behaviour with one and all. I really don`t understand how people behave like this.
I just wanna get away with this all, as I always have been. Again, the good part is that I will be able to get away with this all pretty soon. So, "yes" you guessed it right, I am counting days...Sorry, for such frustrating blog. This I guess is a stress buster for me, rather than howling at someone I would rather just pen it down. And trust me it works. I have been doing it since my childhood and guess what I was never told that I invented it. Since, childhood when I was frustrated (which was more often than I would laugh) I would just cry a lot, take a pen and paper and just pen it all down and I felt so much better. And see it worked, I am here still alive and absolutely normal. So guys, if you are really frustrated and wanna get that thing out, you don't need anything but a pen and a paper. Tell me, if it works for you as well, then possibly I can earn some bucks out of it..lolz... take care you all and have all the happiness in the world.....
